He was with his brother in law Simon in the golf club bar and he needed to go to the men’s room badly; everybody was talking and he seemed unable to move, the need became overwhelming, and then, all of a sudden, it happened, a warm feeling spread round his groin, everybody stopped and looked, surprise, horror then laughter all around him.
He wanted to run but was held still, something was wrong, why did it not run down his legs? The warmth spread upwards and sideways ignoring gravity.
He used to lose count of the times this was repeated and could only wish that he could have made her enjoy sex like that.
He used, years ago, to always tear off his baby clothes and vow to himself he would never do it again.
Now, even if he had felt like that there was absolutely no chance at all.
What was more upsetting he knew he must continue to behave just like a l little girl toddler, lisp his words, su-k his dummy, dribble a little and walk in that jerky wobbly way of very small children.
It did not matter if they were out of the house; the same rules now applied even to the extent of having to use his dummy from time to time.